I keep thinking about us so much it hurts. why couldn't you just be mine and only mine why did you have to lie to me to make me fall in love with you? I wish sometimes we could have stayed happy in love instead of turning resentful and mean to eachother. I want the bad memeories I relive to be happy not sad I want to want to be around you and not make excuses why i cant just so I dont hurt as much. I miss you and me I miss how we could be together and nothing mattered. what happened to us is your father a husband and someone elses love and no matter how much I love you I cant compete for you anymore. I will wait till god brings the man I need at the time I need him. I cant hope for you and a family when you will never make changes to be that for me. I wish things were different but there not. I love you I miss you and I wish you and yours the best. Goodbye