what a day

so i am not sure what i am doing on this blog i dont keep up with it like id like to .. things havent been great as i would like them to be.. after 6 years he has finally done most of the walking away. ive tried not to hurt and let it be but in reality i miss the man i fell in love with. where did he go? why do we change? why did you become this devil of a man so mean to the touch. i never thought it would hurt this bad.. what about our sons do you care? will you miss them?